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I was in a workshop, or something like it; a janitor’s closet, maybe an artist’s studio. My business suit, starched, hung still on its hanger behind the door as I worked. My hands slowly began to callous. I ground pigments of cadmiums and lapis, said to create an elixir of life, into phials of primordial ooze mixed with mercury and sweat. The phials rattled and BAM! A burst. The reaction revealed a cosmic scene, a tiny death, a bomb. Suspended, I faced this perfection — an impossible mirror showed what I am and therefore what I cannot be. From this confrontation, a shadow fell from light, like a spark from a hammer strike.
That spark became the devil.An Emard is an interdisciplinary artist exploring the myth-making and world-building potentials of queerness. They were born into a working family in suburban Ventura, California and spent their formative years navigating queerness in the shadow of the Catholic Church and the light of lemon orchards, asphalt, and the Pacific Ocean. Emard now resides in Chicago, IL, where they received an MFA from Northwestern University. Emard has exhibited in venues including Block Museum (Evanston, IL), Weather Proof (Chicago, IL), Chicago Artists Coalition (Chicago, IL), POP GUN (New York, NY), Steve Turner Gallery (Los Angeles, CA), Kibum MacArthur (Los Angeles, CA) and Some Clouds (Los Angeles, CA), among others.




































